I could make this post about a lot of people, and almost all of them are family, but I'm choosing to make it about my Aunt Renee and my cousin, Annah.
Annah and I absolutely HATED each other about 95% of the time growing up. She hated me because I had my mom for a mother - or as she said, HER Aunt Kay - and I resented her for having MY Aunt Renee as a mom. During the 5% of the time when we weren't having screaming matches with each other or trying to manipulate our moms into saying which one of us they loved the most, we were really close. In fact, one of my fondest memories of my childhood is having a slumber party at her old house and watching the Sailor Moon movie all night long.
My Aunt Renee has always been my hero; I can't describe why, but suffice it to say that she's always just been one of my favorite people for no one reason that I can pinpoint. The only thing I can remotely say that comes close enough to what I feel for her is that I love her.
On April 20th of last year, I came very close to losing both of them in a horrible car crash. They were hit by a semi while they were trying to turn left and they both almost died. Annah fractured her pelvis in multiple places, broke almost every bone in one of her feet, had bleeds on her brain and liver...the list goes on, as she took the brunt of the impact. She's perfectly fine now, amazingly. Renee had trouble with her heart after the crash but is now doing fine as well.
There were so many "coincidences" that were involved in their crash that it's hard to believe. (Ie: one of the police officers said that one of the wheels on the SUV shouldn't have still been attached to the car and that it was a miracle it still was because if it had separated from the car, the car would have sank lower to the ground and the semi would pretty much have drove over them.) I thank God every day for keeping them safe.
It just hit me that day how much I would miss them if, God forbid, something ever did happen to them. I absolutely cannot imagine my life without either of them and I'm actually tearing up just thinking about it to write this.
If you guys read this, I love you both. <3